Bits and pieces of intangible moments left to prove something to myself.
Tell me what you’ve seen, ‘cause the things make you weep and I’m starting to think that the only way out is by letting you sink. I try, and I try, and I try again, but nothing can help since you have no intent to learn how to swim. I’m weighing you down with rocks from the sea, ‘cause I can’t resist what you reflect from the deep. I’d give you my soul if it’d give you the life to try just for once and to reach towards the light. I kiss your lips and recite the eulogy. Baby, I loved you, but your suffering is killing me.
And they said, ‘You’ll never last outside of this place.’ But baby, I know you’ll show me the way. The creatures never scared me like you do.
Can we make it through the things I conjured from my dreams? Because I feel the ground crumbling and sinking. You hold my hand, but I can’t stop the shaking, as I fear the truth is that I never awakened.
Let me exist where you are, even if it can never be real. I know what I need and I’m dying to feel.
And they said, ‘You’ll never last outside of this place.’ But baby, I know you’ll show me the way. The creatures never scared me like you do.
Darling, tell me how long you’ll let me sing your name. ‘Cause I’ve seen the otherside and I know they’re waiting. Whispers never mean any good thing.
Could I get away with being your martyr, because I don’t know how to keep your feelings inside this empty canvas you’re trying to frame. They want what imagery you breathe from your soul, the guilt - it’s the key to everything. I love you, but the shadows love me more than I could ever need.
Darling, tell me how long you’ll let me sing your name. ‘Cause I’ve seen the otherside and I know they’re waiting. Whispers never mean any good thing.
Divine insanity, I feel your poisonous ache in my very bones. Hold me tight, wrap me up in your cold embrace. Keep me sheltered from the light trying to caress the husk that is the weak part of me. Make me stay, root me to this place. My blind eyes can’t take the warmth of the sun out there. I love you, you keep me safe.
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY